While drowning in my own despair and unworthiness, I do my best to keep me afloat or at least not hit rock bottom. In my head, everything seems difficult, any movement, even a blink, requires so much energy. Indeed, I am struggling, but I have some support around me that helps me cope with my situation.
You are helping me more than you think. I’ve noticed some of you keep reading my posts, sharing a comment or a like. It is really uplifting and it motivates me to improve.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for walking along with me, even for a few minutes, in this journey.
Through my words posted here you know more about what’s happening in my mind than any of those physically present in my daily life. I feel too much of a burden to let them know and I don’t want to make them feel as if they are responsible of taking care of me. They are not. Therefore, whenever I can gather enough energy out of my frail mind, I write here, with no expectations. And it soothes me to see that these words don’t go unnoticed. What other reason one can have for writing if not to be read? The magic takes form in the reader’s mind. Words are a catalyst between minds, a link that can break so many barriers. Distance and time cease to exist. I like to think that every time you’re reading my posts you get closer to me, no matter how far away you are. Words create a bond between us, even for a short time, and I exist!
And, please, keep coming back!