red dream

I woke up sweating fear. I could taste it, I could force my hand inside my chest and grab it. Solid fear. My heart was pounding, my skull was filled with anxiety, flowing through my veins. It’s been so long since I’ve had such a vivid dream, that kind of dream that stays with you…

Never felt so ill.

Originally posted on Shatter the stigma:
This morning was a new low for me. Never before (even when I was off work for 6 months) have I felt as bad mentally as I did this morning. With no reason for the depths it was crippling. I felt like the black dog was sat on my…