Is it just a choice?

Some say it is pretty simple to go from sadness to happiness: just choose to be happy, replace sad thoughts with gratitude and the beauty around you. But there’s not a switch you can just turn off and on whenever you want. It all comes down to what you choose, they say. Stay in the…

November’s end

Time continues to fly faster and faster as if yesterday never existed. I didn’t even have a chance to enjoy October, I don’t know where November went. I wanted to enjoy some time outside, walking around the city, spend some time in the fresh air, but my routine remained constant. I needed some time alone,…

Fourteen years

I watched you walk out that door for so many times, but how could I had known, 14 years ago, that that would be the last time to hear your voice so close, to hold you in my arms before departing to another realm. Fourteen years have passed and I’m ashamed to admit that many…

Quiet and still

I feel the need to stay quiet, not utter a single word. I want to stay still, so still you’d think I’m made out of stone. You wouldn’t even hear me breathing. I don’t want to answer to any questions, I don’t want you to tell me anything. I don’t want your company. My legs…

A walk to a dead past

Today he spoke. Said that he’s tired of the world around him, with all “our” rules and crappy decisions. I’ve heard all this before. And just like back then, it made me see how blind I’ve become, how narrow-minded, how I resist and I refuse to learn anything. Just because my expectations aren’t met. Just…

In doubt

I stared at the flame and the flame stared back at me. Now my mind is on fire and instead of tears, liquid lava falls down my face. Damn, this life hurts. Why do people keep on living?  There’s such a fine line between making or breaking our lives…