“Still jobless?”

These past few days have been rough. The pressure of not having a steady, secure income is weighing on me. I know it’s only been less than a week, but having sent so many CVs and job applications, profiles made on 5 freelance websites, all with zero results, kind of brings my “enthusiasm” down. Because…

How I make myself feel better when I get tired of life

I often complained about how exhausted I felt in my previous job, how much working with people drained me of every bit of energy and the will of being alive. I felt so overwhelmed, that during the weekends I would shut myself inside the house and refused to see another human being until Monday. Having…

Ugh! I’m back at square one…

I had an awful day yesterday. The anxiety is back, the anger is back and I’ve wasted two whole days (yesterday and today) feeling vulnerable and insecure. I went to meet up with my boss because he told me I have to rewrite my resignation paper. Initially, my contract was supposed to end on the…

No more anxiety?!

This is my third day of being unemployed and you know what? It doesn’t feel that scary anymore. Not yet, anyway. I’ve found out that I constantly had some kind of anxiety. I was unable to have a good night sleep because I knew my alarm would go off at some point and I had…