It’s getting more stressful every day. This situation is not only putting a pressure on myself, but on my husband too. I still don’t have a job, but I took some courses on proofreading, editing and copy editing. I really learned a lot and I loved every lesson, though it got me nowhere, because I can’t find any available jobs that require these skills.
By Thursday I started to feel a little burnt out, so I decided to take Friday off and do some chores around the house. I used to dislike it because it took away the little free time that I had for myself, but this time I enjoyed it. I liked cleaning the house and work around the garden because it helped me declutter my mind too.
For the weekend I had planned on starting a project of my own, designing my own notebooks and bookmarks! Buuuut my sweet guy wanted to relax and spend some quality time together, so we went to take a walk through the woods, enjoying some sunlight, some fresh air away from civilization, having a picnic while sitting on the grass, had our morning coffee at the riverside, I helped him replaced the BMW’s clutch plate and we watched “Friends” for the whole Sunday.
It was awesome and it made me really happy, but this thought that I’m being unproductive was weighing on me. If I wasn’t so picky I could’ve already had a job by now, but, like I said before, I’m looking for something that can make me feel fulfilled, that can help me grow and learn more.
Another week starts today. Let’s see if I can make any progress. Here’s to a better future!